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i dont like this feeling at all. i dont remember it being like this. just so suddenly like a wave of badness splashed over me. i feel so bad right now i could be physically sick. i dont know what it is that came over me so suddenly i dont get it, i dont think i've ever felt like this before and i dont like it. i want it to stop. im so shakey i want to hurt so bad hurt anything please pelase let me please
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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