Be true in the moment. Be honest with who you are with and open now. Don't dwell on the past.
I only say this because I lost my virginity when I was 14 to a man twice my age whom I was babysitting for. My innocence about the repercussions kept me sane for a while but echoed throughout my life. I have since been married for 37 years and remained faithful to my husband. That part is easy to say but our sex life is lacking because I can't initiate intimacy when I would love to be a confident sex goddess. I have issues I would rather not have and dealt the best I could. I saw that man recently and wanted to run, he is 70 years old? How dare he have influence over me now.
My advice is not to make an issue now or will screw you up later down the track.