This may seem odd to all those who believe when you're dead, you're in the ground so I apologize if this belongs some where else.
I had a difficult time today, seeing those images of murdered women, and was trying so hard to get away from the negative thoughts and back on positive ones of her life.
I was thinking on the negative, started to feel upset when suddenly I smelled her very strongly. She had a really unique perfume she wore, and I felt her their with me. I suddenly was just smiling and felt happy again. It was the first time I felt her presence or her aura since the night after we found her and I asked her to show me she was happier now. It's like she was telling me "It's okay, I know it hurts, but I'm better off now". Thanks to any one who who read this and don't think I'm totally weird.

I'd like to end with a picture of the two of us. One of my favorites.