Time0... it's time for you to take care of YOU! You need and are allowed to... just by the fact that you're a human being... to lead a life without abuse and fear. Now taste LIFE... for real! You're valuable and not to be put down or hurt by another person. To change and start thinking in a new way is sure not easy... but you can do it! You're already on the right track. Keep going! We're all here for you! I'm here for you! My dear friend... you're a strong and brave woman... with a big heart. You'll make it!