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Originally Posted by healingme4me
Most jobs I've held, have had a 30-90 day 'probationary period', where you and the employer get the chance to see if it's a good fit.
Most jobs can have days of frustration, yet, it sounds like this is a daily struggle...
Are there other opportunities, out there, that you can or want to explore? 
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This wasn't that kind of job. It was a student job arranged through my school.
Yes, it was a daily struggle, and worse a daily fail, because I don't believe the supervisor wanted me to succeed. In hindsight, I see that several reactions she had to me explain the cold and hostile unresponsiveness that quickly developed, and not giving me basic information I needed to orient myself to their systems. I've had many jobs. I'm not an inexperienced kid who is going to accept her behaviour and blame myself.
So, yeah, I'm left with the problem what do I want to do in this world, because the human endeavour I see around me is utterly pointless at best.