Change will come when change is needed, this is a season in your life, in your marriage, and if it ain't broke, why fix it? I was refreshed to hear of your love, and I personally think you have a wonderful relationship. If you feel that you are too dependant on your husband though, he is a part of you. Even if (and/or when) he dies, you will have all the love you had needed from him and you will survive. Bless you allme <3