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Originally Posted by jchryl
feeling empty for the last couple of days. i want to be alone but don't want to be alone at the same time. i actually deleted all my contacts on my phone but wants to talk to somebody. tried to do some yard work yesterday for 3 hours and watch sherlock all night but it didn't help. there's nothing left for me to go on. the cat keeps me company all day, at least she knows when i don't feel good. it seems that everyone have something to live for except me. no family, no friends, no work, no money... just the cat and me (and she's not even mine).
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I am a lot like you, and a few days ago I was in a really bad place. that having been said, I found "Here" I am not looking to make a million friends on here (in face I didn't even know this was a social site until today) but I have talked to a LOT of people here. in PM, in posting to fourms,and the account messages I sometimes get. am I still lonely? yes, but it is not as crushing as it was simply because there are a lot of good folks here who know what it is like to have those same three issues. after I talked to some of them I felt much better, I even got "Stable" so I encourage you to talk too, you will feel better too.
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why me? what did I do to deserve being treated this way? and for 54 years yet!
The guy who seemed unbreakable BROKE,
the guy who always laughed STOPPED,
the guy who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP,
he dropped the fake smile as a tear rolled down his cheek and he whispered "i cant do this anymore"
then collapsed and gave up the ghost.