Does anyone else get this?
I get so upset at my multiple diagnoses that I've got to the point of thinking, what if none of this is true? What if I'm just really bad at life, and everybody experiences these same things, and I'm just really bad at dealing with them?
I have a rough time distinguishing what is a symptom of what, and if one "diagnosis" is just a symptom of another condition, or if I even have any of these conditions at all. It makes me want to stop taking my meds just to see if anything would happen... does anyone else with BP or BP with other co-morbid conditions sympathise with this? BP is often the diagnosis I doubt the most, but maybe I just don't want to accept it... I really don't know :|
Sorry for the rather down-beat thread!
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