i've been having dreams and stuff again. i get this dream. i'm naked and i'm bound to a chair. people walking past... some of them stop and stare and point at me and their is disgust on their faces. some of them laugh and some of them shout out insults and stuff because they feel really very offended at me. and some people see me but continue on indifferent. and others are gagging and stuff.

i've had this dream ever since i can remember. crops up sometimes.

i feel sick when i wake up.