I think, with the addiction aspect of SH, it never stays at moderation. Which, I am not at all judging you, dear, you've come a really, really long way. I know when I went a year without cutting or bruising I went "I can do this in moderation, just for emergencies" and I am back to celebrating days of not having self injured or OD'ing.

Just be careful and take care is all I can say, in the end you know yourself best.