Oh Sorrel,

I have been there so many times. Depression can bring you down faster than anything. There have been times where I have had weeks of closing the curtains, locking the doors, turning off the phones and staying in bed. I didn't want to talk to anyone or even see anyone.
I am on two different anti-depressants and it helps me alot.
I wish you all the luck in getting this turned around. It's hard but can be done.
Good luck,
Linda