Hey JON ,
I am pretty new here and value all the help I can get, and yes I have not sought a therapist yet, and I keep putting this off...
I do not feel as if talking to someone who has perhaps not lived through what I have and SURVIVED is going to be able to tell me how to smile...
What you said has a point and yes I can say it hurt me as well, I try not to come here and complain all the time , I have great days too... Maybe if we all came on her and stated how a wonderful day has just happened or something good that has happened, you might not feel like this , I am sorry you feel this way and hope that I have not drug you down !!! troubled1