Hold on. You really don't want to hurt yourself. It is only a feeling. It will pass. Is there someone you can call to help you get through this horrible time? Call a helpline. Anything but hurt yourself.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha