Depression is always a tough deal. But if you try to surround yourself with positive people, then you will become more positive yourself. At least that's what I believe. I've been in a spot where everyday, I seriously think about suicide. One day I was crying on the bathroom floor, asking god to end my suffering. But someone in the world, can always make you feel better, if you try. I know you probably hate to hear this, I always hate to hear this. But if you don't try to change you life, you'll be in the same place down the road. So I would just say do something. Doing something is almost always better than nothing.