oh no Bethy...
I think that Janniebug had it done - do a search and see if you can find her posts about it. I recall that she was really happy with it.
A woman I worked with also had gastric bypass and also is extremely happy with the results. It is scary and she has to be really, really careful with what and how she eats, but it has changed her life for the better.
I'm behind you 100% of the way, hon