I am not entirely sure if I have BPD or not, but I have been told that in the past and told I have tendencies.

I also have an issue with alcohol abuse and it gets really bad the day after I went on a binge with my depression. I recently had a break-down. I know drinking in combination with the disorder are really bad.

I know for me it is hard to not want to rely on the substance to help me forget things, but it always ends up making me feel worse in the end and especially the next day.

do you take medication?