Weird weekend, I was super happy and positive most of it. Sunday I wanted to get high because my partner was, so I didnt take my medication properly and today I am paying for it. I couldnt wake up until midday and then I was late to take my morning meds so I felt seedy. I was supposed to see my mate this morning but I just couldnt get up. I still need to go and see her at some stage today but it feels really really hard. I discover this everytime I skip some meds, I end up paying for it, but I still do it on occasion - will I ever learn?