I am off to work but..I can't see to cope anymore. A little extra stress has me over the edge, it took 2 Xanax to get through the day and all I could think of was running... and that I have a full bottle at home...

I don't know what to do. I want my T but we are kind of new and I don't want to be a big clingy dependent baby. I feel so hopelss that things will change. I used to be self sufficient, a home-owner, have a car. Now I'm a step from nothingness.

I don't know what to do. I'm afraid I'm going to fall apart and then I will lose everything. I have some family but they are sick of me and want me to "get over myself".

I don't know what is going to happen.