..it's not like I was never there!

I never knew what I was in to...

that I would break my heart and lose my mind?...

these two were never !
...
that I would fall all over myself and tear myself in half just to figure it out ...
how I go so crazy

...and it's not over it's never over...

I have to locate things so wide-eyed blind man impossible and out of sight to see asleep behind blind breathless psycho-insomniac ...

damn it hurts real bad but was I even there?

I am not insulated by intelligence...alternatively damaged by it...

and simplicity reminds me where I belong...

I so want to run and hide...
unfortunately...no can do