Thank you for that description. I related to it perfectly with the single exception of the last paragraph which as it may be a common thing to see in BPDs, is a little out there so I don't consider myself out of the range of this just because the last paragraph doesn't apply to me. Anyway. Posted it in my notes on Facebook. Hopefuly this will help people in my envirement understand my behaviors. Not making any excuses but mearly explaning myself.