I had trouble going from no doctors to too many after my appendix burst and I had all sorts of complications. There are types of doctors I won't go near too but I'm trying to overcome that by finding a "low level" health care provider and just doing the basic tests, etc. I love my nurse practitioner and she's already helped me with a visit to the Emergency Room and straightening out what they had to do that I didn't agree with. Maybe try finding a non-major "doctor"/health care provider like that and working on a good relationship with them before seeing another and working your way back to a pdoc that a health care provider you know and respect suggests?