Hello I hope things get better for you soon. You may be entitles to benefits from the local social agencies for food, and rent subsidies. Some social services (Jobs and Family Services agencies) have monies to help you go to school to help get a degree, and Metropolitan Housing can help you with rent, and you need to try to see a therapist and counselor to get a diagnosis and treatment for you depression. A Mental health case manager can help you with your housing and food needs, and you may be able to apply for disability if you qualify for disablity. There is much help out there sor you so that you do not have to do everything alone if you need more help feel free to PM me and I will try to help you if I can. take care sincerely Soidhonia