I am sinking deeper and deeper. I don't feel up to see any people just want to lock myself in my room and cry and cry. I don't know how it feels to be really happy and enjoying life. I do enjoy my son and husband. I don't want to see t anymore don't feel like its working. Want to leave meds as well. I struggle to talk about what is going on avoid human contact better to keep it to myself then no one can judge me. This has been a very long struggle for me and i am loosing. Help anyone!