I'm really not feeling too good. Granted, I have a lot to be grateful for.

I feel like, as an alcoholic in recovery, I have to make more compromises than most people.

I have to take my medication, or else I can't work the steps. When I take my medication I have trouble being creative.

Does this mean that, in order to work the 12 step program and be a worker among workers, I have to give up music?

Jazz is magic.....I want it to be in my life in someway forever