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It is with great pain that I post here. I have searched out a place where I can write about the loss of my 35 y.o. daughter this past July 6 and not be judged, but rather be supported.
I cannot get any support from my family at this time. They are big Christians and just want to believe it is "God's Will" and I should not dig into and question what actually took her life. I am just not at that point.... HOW do you GET to that point???
It is so incredibly complex that it would take me forever to post all the details of her untimely death here, but my main question is this -
When a death like my daughter's occurs, how do people (friends, family and co-workers) no longer support me in my quest for answers and the truth? Why do they just want to label it a certain way (as if that is the way it happened) and then feel that I should just move on?
I already know the standard answers you all will give me such as: it didnt happen to them, so therefore they don't understand; or - you must cut them some slack because they just don't get it; or - they are Christians are ALL accepting; or - whatever, whatever....
I am mad / P-ed off and I don't care who knows it! Is that so wrong? This is MY grief and MY fight for the truth...THEY all don't care.
I have quit posting on Facebook and I always took all my inner most thoughts and feelings to that site for support thru this tragedy. NOW, I feel like I have to quit doing that because their blatant "disregard" and NOT "clicking like" or commenting on anything having to do with my daughter's untimely, shocking death (that I post about) makes me CRAZY!
Am I alone in feeling like this? Maybe I already know some of you from other grief sites... I probably do.. Forgive me for being repetitive. I am just looking for some support and advice.
Thank you.
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