About two weeks ago or so, I started feeling a bit blue. By last week, it was full blown depressed. And now, now I'm even worse. I feel so horrible all I want to do is curl up in a ball and die. Everything and everyone is annoying me and making me feel awful. I feel like I'm being punished and I don't know why.

What's worse is that I know that it's the depression talking...I know that my job is great and that I'm good at it, and I know that I'm being successful in the endeavor I took on this year (working full time and being mostly self-sufficient), and I know people aren't viewing me in the same light as I am...but I just can't stop feeling this way