I am left alone a lot my hub works out of state all week, today I am very hypersexual and thank goodness I have the good sense not to go trolling for hitchhikers, lots of cute high school boys in my neighborhood. I feel like a 5 ft tall pedophile just for thinking it. I would never do it. Why cant I just go to walmart and buy stuff? I could take it all back no questions asked. Though a friend of mine bought three cars in one day one time. My happy manic always comes out with sex. Unhappy manic always has high anxiety. I'm not unhappy, I just want sex! I want a boyfriend, I want craziness! I am behaving myself, I havent left the house. I'm just seriously frustrated.