i am going under folks. i am on 4 medications and one more was just added to the list. so that'll make 5 meds i will be on. meds to treat my psychosis, depression and anxiety. however right now all i want to do is drink vodka. whenever i have it near i cannot resist it. alcoholism runs in my family. i am trying to stay away from it but i can't. please help. i am a mother of 2 handsome boys and i don't want to have to be drunk to be happy.