I have no idea how to answer that. Most of the time I never know how I'm going to feel 10 minutes from now. And I base my life around that which is impossible. I did have some kind of positive experience (ie even moods) with tegretol (July-Aug) and even after I stopped it (lots of annoying side effects plus incredible tiredness) I continue to feel decent improvement (which surprises me) with decreased racing thoughts and putting thoughts together (especially social situations).

I'm glad college days are over for me because they were a complete *****. Don't know how I survived.