Hi Everyone,

I'm currently surviving BiPolar I with rapid cycling, PTSD, and anxiety disorder. I was on antidepressants, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, sleeping medication... 7 medications in total and saw a therapist every 2 weeks. I went off my meds and stopped seeing my therapist about 4 months ago when I was fired from my job. I'm now struggling to make it though each day. I usually don't leave the couch. I've isolated myself from everyone and usually only communicating through text messages. My family worries about me because we had two other family members diagnosed Bipolar who each committed suicide....and I have attempted suicide in the past. I can't really talk to them about how I feel.

I'm hoping to find people who truly understand what I'm going through and can encourage me so that I don't get worse. I want to get better... I want to be better!