I HAVE BEEN ON LITHIUM AND SEROQUEL FOR ALMOST A YEAR I NEVER HAVE FELT LIKE I WAS GETTING BETTER SO SOMETIMES I ONLY TAKE MAYBE HALF MY MEDS. SO LAST SUNDAY 24TH I LOST IT I BARLELY REMEMBER SOME THINGS I WENT OUT AND BOUGHT 2 FIFTHS OF VODKA IT WAS LIKE I HAD NO CONTROL, THE THING IS THE WEEK BEFORE I FELT BETTER THAN I HAD I ALONG TIME THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THIS. IM ABOUT TO GIVE IT UP MEDS AND ALL. I SEE MY DOC MONDAY AND IM GONNA HAVE A HEART TO HEART AND I JUST HOPE SHE HAS SOME ANSWERS.
IVE BEEN OFF WORK FOR 19 MONTHS RUNNING OUT OF MONEY NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN. FILED FOR SOCIAL SECURITY 2 YRS AGO BUT THEY COULD CARE LESS THEY ENJOY WATCHING PEOPLE GET THEIR HOPES UP ONLY TO CRUSH THEM. HOPEFULLY I WILL GET A COURT DATE SOON , I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE.
JOHN GOING CRAZY (AGENT2465)