Thinking of you. I'm so sorry to hear what you have been through - no child should ever need to go through that kind of pain. But there are people here who care. Lean on the forums for a while if you need to.

No-one is worthless. No one is so broken that the pieces can't be put back together. We all have struggles, some more than others, and they aren't easy to overcome but in time you can begin to pick up the pieces again. Don't give up.

Do you have anyone you can talk to? A therapist or close friend? Sometimes having someone to talk to and just venting can help with some of the hard times. It is almost impossible to forget but through confronting it, as painful and difficult as it is it can help you to begin to move forward.

I am thinking of you. Also, if you ever want to chat please feel free to contact me. I can never promise to have all of the answers but am happy to listen, and sometimes that can help. Especially if you are feeling alone.

Take care