I guess it is about the people and about my own self esteem, that I don't feel I'm good enough for anything. I think a part of me doesn't want a job either... I want to hide in a bubble and forget the world exists... but obviously money is a thing that everyone needs. I did consider setting up an internet business so that I could do what I liked from my own home with the minimum of other people, but unfortunately aside from the fact the government takes a hefty cut in various taxes, I don't have a good enough basic idea of what to sell.