Thanks guys... its nice to know that I at least have this community to reach out to.
Mazing, I think that telling my boyfriend right now probably wouldnt be the best idea just for the fact that his birthday is coming up this friday and I dont want him to be upset or anything. I want him to enjoy his birthday. So maybe in a few weeks the time would be right...
Gayleggg, when I told my parents they didnt seem like they cared. They never said anything and just kind of ignored that part of my life. When my ex boyfriend's mom found out about it (not by my choice and this was before my parents found out) she called the guidance counselor at my school. When I went to talk to the counselor she said that she wouldnt tell my parents as long as I had stopped and she gave me some scar cream. My mom and I went to a family counselor for other issues regarding my family as a whole and the therapist didnt seem like she cared so im not going to go back to that place.
Im just going to have to figure out who to open up to and how to do it before its forced out of me. My main thing is that I don't want to be someones burden