There is still time to seek help and to find a gf. You might want to see a psychiatrist if you feel your depression is not lifting. You may need medications to lift the depression. Or see a therapist if you don't think you need meds and prefer to not take meds.

Of course. this is a great site for help and support. And you are very welcome to check out all the forums and post when you wish. Your first 5 posts are moderated so it takes a little while for them to actuall show up. After that you can also access the Social Group and the Chat room too. Glad you found us.