Hi ((((Lost_Loney)))): Why not call; what could it hurt, right?
Also, check out <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.suicidal.com>http://www.suicidal.com</A>. I think that site is really helpful as well, and you aren't initially talking to anybody, although it does tell you all about it, (plus Dexter gave a great description).
I hope you won't kill yourself, Lost. Since it is always an option, you don't need to rush into it, right? You've paid a heavy price for admission, you might as well stick around, (here), and see how the show comes out, eh? Things could just as easily take a really good turn, instead of a bad one that we fear.
Sending positive energy/prayers your way. Most warmly, Peanut
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