I'm so scared to go to therapy tomorrow. It'll be the first time since I called and got no response from her or pdoc. Right before that I have a meeting with my son and his therapist because he has successfully given me the silent treatment for over a week, only saying that he will only talk to me with his therapist because he feels safe there. Tomorrow is going to be hard for me but I have to take responsibility for my actions. My husband is saying that I'm taking responsibility for more than my share of the situation but who knows. Tomorrow is going to be packed with issues.