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I take them because I chose to go in and get them - I wasn't at a point where I 'needed' medication and certainly have had loads of times in the past where I needed them more - I just decided that I was done with the bulls*** and was going to try out meds. So I completely chose to, which I remind myself on the days I'm mad.
Also. Habit. I am a creature of habit. I wake up, use the washroom, then take my birth control pills. I've been doing that since I was 18. So just going "take my birth control and lamictal" was a fairly easy step.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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