Yes, I remember days like that. I agree with emomom. You could have been describing me when you said you were after one guy and then you found another one and it would exciting to have sex with either or both. That was me in one hypomanic state except I was much worse. I fell for one that was married and committed(immediately sorry he did it and it showed on his face) I was deflated and for the first time in my life I started cutting myself. Then went on a man bender. It wound me into a hospital for 10 days. Where I met another to have "just sex" with, of course I wound up getting emotionally entangled and got my heart broken again. This is a warning of what and how bad things can get. There is more to the story but I think I gave you enough to get the picture. See you doctor and get medicated before you go off the edge like I did. Best wishes. PM me if you have any questions.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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