I do occasionally think about it, but have never mentioned this to my T. Moreso lately because things haven't been going smoothly, and I've been quite frustrated with myself. I feel a rut or a small rupture in our relationship, and I'm not feeling the connection as much as I used to. The thing is, I know that I can survive on my own without therapy; I have to do it every winter and summer over breaks from school. But I do feel that there are things I would like to improve on and learn, and things that I have not yet addressed. Plus, I kind of love her. So I stay.