<font color="purple"> I am seriously thinking of checking myself into a center that specializes in treating women with PTSD and Dissociative Disorders in Fl after I work this weekend. I am so tired of it all. I don't care any more. Can't seem to drudge up enough of anything to change my mind. Things have been so bad lately. I just can't take any more. You'd think after 12 years of therapy I'd be able to handle it. But guess what?!! I can't. I just want to give up, not go on. Don't want to hurt myself, just get out of this mess that is my life right now. But it doesn't happen that way. Oh well.
Good bye,
cat
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