I don't stay stable for very long at a time. One day I may feeling amazing and do lots of things around me and the next I want to be here anymore and I just lay in my bed or hide in my room. Its hard for me to be consistent day to day. If I start one job it takes me a long time to stay level headed enough to get it down. I get so stressed so quickly and depressed so quickly/deeply that its hard for me to catch up.