For me each day is identical to the previous in a very sour way, I see no way out of this state, the moment I wake each time I get a shock that I am chronically lonely and absolutely nothing memorable will come of the day, the days seem to be fused together with emptiness , 2 or 3 years ago when i felt like this And i felt this aweful feeling i would pack my car, grab my tent and camping equipment and stay beside a river for a while fishing and hiking with my dog, it at least got my mind to feel somewhat better temporarily , but a breakdown in my life have recently led me to loss of job and then soon after my car licence, so now I can't escape this de ja vu feeling of loneliness and emptiness it's crippling it tears me to even smaller pieces, pieces which I'm not sure I will be able to ever pick back up and somehow continue on with my existence, can anyone else relate to this???
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