Ok, so I posted like two weeks ago about being raped. I didn't file a report and have not talked to the dude (my ex) and he kept trying to call me and texted me. He even stopped by my place of work one time being all friendly like he was going to smooth things over because he felt bad about what happened. I finally texted him that I didn't want to talk to him anymore because I thought it was best after everything that has happened.
I shouldn't have talked to him anymore anyways.
So, this was over a week ago and he hasn't responded to my text or tried to call me anymore.
Damn, so now I'm having these weird feelings, like I want him to try and contact me again . . . . . I don't know why.
Like, so I tell him off? I don't know what I'm feeling right now.
Am I effed in the head? I don't get why I feel like this.