I have some pre-plan, but I need kinda *everything* esp. for kitchen.... and apparently, kitchen appliances exite more then shoes do I am taking some old stuff from where I live now... but most of stuff I need to buy, hence i need to unlimit my card for first time since I gotten it. Will be interesting. I think I will take somebody reasonable to go with me.

And as for the other stuff.... I will try to be more loving and lovable. Although cynical beyotch is a fun act. I just need to let myself enjoy things more. And not feel guilty for having a good time doing "shallower" stuff than pondering about impact of globalization and reading up on Kaballah or whatnot. Maybe everything is not matter of life and death and far gone consequences.