I know logically that I am not to blame and that I did what I could at the time but I can't stop myself from feeling guilty. I don't know why. My mom was not very nice to me alot of the time. She only started showing concern and wanting to be around me after I moved and even then she was difficult. She had her own issues. But still, I feel I didn't do enough. I feel I should have done more and been more involved. I don't know how to stop these negative thoughts. They are consuming me and making me feel even worse about myself then I already do. I just don't know how to stop feeling this way. I can't take it.