The only ups are I got out of bed today and am trying to function.

Down: Depression has me in a deep grip. I have never felt this bad in my whole life. Is it a medication problem? Circumstances? What do I do to get out of this? It is so painful, most waking moments. I don't have the wherewithal (sp?) to do anything about it though. Nothing seems to help - - meds, therapy. I just feel like I'm getting worse and worse and slipping more into non-functioning. I want out of the game, but I know I'll stay in and just keep suffering until some sort of miracle happens and I don't feel this way anymore.