die from lack of sleep. Dr. S was right. Why does everything look 10x worse at 3a.m. than it does at 1p.m.? No one else to talk to, only the sound of your own runnining amuck thoughts., etc.

Maybe if I get out of the house for a little while and take a drive to the lake. If I take one more warm bath I'm going to start squeaking, more meds, more meds......nothing but crazy thoughts for more.

Anyway, thanks to you all for your caring and support in everything. take care.