Thanks for the reply, but ahhhhh omg okay let me try this again.

I also feel like my depression is "self-inflicted". People have had bad things happen to them, hence their depression. So when I AM depressed or when I DO self-harm, I feel like I am making a big deal out of nothing. And that makes me feel pathetic.

I think that does a better job at expressing what I wanted to say.

- AJ