Hi manwithnofriends. Intellectually, yes I am very aware of all my low self-esteem issues, but the problem with me is this is a repeated pattern and has been all of my life (50 years). I cannot seem to keep all that I do and want to change at the forefront of my mind at the same time because there are so many things to think of at once that I have to work on, so I end up doing the same thing over and over. Call it a partial mental block...I don't know, but I need some tools to help me with this.Thank you.